Merry Fucking Christmas

Here we are again in the holiday season, and here I am again sitting here on Xmas eve alone, watching porn and playing doom metal. It doesn't get any better. And it won't.

Even worse is that the whole fucking winter is ahead. Nothing really to look forward to except some hot dogs and maybe all you can eat Chinese at the buffet. Now that i've lost 20 pounds, i've figured out the secret. I can still eat junk food, just not as MUCH junk food. Instead of two dogs and two burgers, just one of each. And diet soda. Diet Dr. Pepper Cherry just rules.

The only thing to look forward to is maybe getting a new car or truck this year. But I can't decide what to get, so I just keep the Jeep even though I really don't like the looks of it. Gas prices will be $4/gallon soon anyway.

Well back to Pentagram and Sasha Grey's "Teen Cum Junkies". What a wonderful, blessed night with family and friends!! Fuck christmas, one and all.